AKU KENA TIPU DENGAN DIA LAGI :'(

this word that I could say to you when I get angry.

tadi aku sebut perkataan kat atas tu lebih seratus kali. that's mean I'm so mad for something that you've done. unbelievable ! ada jugak Boyfriend yg tak percaya cakap Girlfriend sendiri. swear , I am talk a truth. and i never lied to you. but you, you treat me like I'm so stupid doesn't deserve to be trusted.

sincerely , who am i to you? your friend ?

I am disappointed with you.

biar lah dia nak benci aku ke apa , asal kan kau bahagia , aite? :)

sorry, kita putus kawan okay? coz aku pun tak sangka yang aku pernah ada kawan mcm kau -.-

kbai.

Heyy peeps , you know what?

I AM A LOSER. say with me together :'(

why? because , I'm thinking of you all the times.

I'm crying for you but you never care.

I'm hurting myself when I'm sad.

I messing my room when I'm crying.

I punch your photo while crying.

I scream loudly and say I HATE YOU all the times.

this is what I'm doing this night. loser much?

*P/S : I'm still crying :'(

WAHID KAMARUZAMAN <3

okay , i will never ever leave in a past anymore .
Life starts now .
Siapasiapa yang berkenaan sila back off
i need a cleanest way to start everything ,back to begin .
Simple and EASY :)

: jangan nak game orang sangat :)

dudeeeeeeeeeee , i love all of you so so so so so so much babe! serious, best gila gila jadi kawan korang.

please jangan fikir aku sombong if aku tak layan korang , sebab aku ada masa nak duduk sorang sorang.

please jangan ingat aku tak sayang korang if aku pergi lepak dgn group lain.

please jangan ingat aku benci korang if aku marah marah korang.

hihi , sebab marah tanda nya kan sayang? tak gitu? :p haha

byebye

♥♥♥

GOODBYE BYE BYE BYE COMPUTER :/

alololo esok computer dah kena bawak lari dengan abang, tak dapat nak online Facebook lama lama lama lama mcm sekarang. ish ish! dapat mmg dapat, tapi kena tunggu kalau kalau abang sorang lagi tanak guna lappy, so boleh lah guna kejap. grrrrrr :/

menyusah kan orang je. takpe takpe cool. tak nampak hebat pun kalau hari hari online facebook haha. tapi . . . . . . . . . .. . Hmmmmm dia mcm mana? haha, kita borak borak kat phone jelah eh? no more IM. kan kan? Hihihihi :3

byebye

♥♥♥

2.6.2011

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it will not be the most beautiful day

yes , today is my new day .

The day I had to forget him

today is my cool day EVER .

today will be history that I will never forget

and i will never turn back , this is my destiny .

today is a day that will give me a new determination ,

like or not . i must faced it for my future .

today is the most painful day

the day that i must push my body to ignore the past.

today is the beginning

5 / 5 / 2011 :)

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ini tarikh saya break dengan DIA :D

nak tahu kenapa ? sebab dia dah buat saya macam tunggul and macam tak pernah wujud . lepas tu bila jumpa , dia buat muka tension . tau lah dia penat , *ingat aku tak penat ? hahahahahaha :D

tapi rasa happy sangat sekarang . aku rasa gila gila freedom ! rasa macam nak jerit satu dunia.

selama ni aku buta , pegi sayang dekat orang yang takde perasaan !

selama ni aku shok sendiri !

selama ni aku pekak ! padahal dia dah kutuk aku kat membe dia

selama ni aku bisu ! sebab aku tak pernah cakap apa yang aku rasa !

selama ni aku lembik ! sebab aku terima je apa yang dia buat !

selama ni aku pengecut ! sebab aku tak pernah nak bantah cakap dia !

selama ni aku bodoh ! sebab percaya apa yang kau janji kan !

selama ni aku lembab ! sebab tak pernah nak ambik tau pasal helah kau !

dan selama ni aku tak pernah nak fikir yang keluarga aku lagi sayang aku dari orang lain :)

cuba tengok betul-betul muka minah ni ? ada sama macam aku ke? -.-

classmate tak habis habis cakap muka aku sama dengan dia lah , kembar lah. hahahaha entah laaa . macam nak sama , tapi entah hahahaha :) tapi perangai banyak sama lah. aku bahan ke , buat lawak ke, dia orang pertama paham HAHAHA :D kalau budak lain , tunggu balik rumah , makan makan dulu , baring dulu , nak dekat tidur tu baru nak paham apa yang bahan hahaha :D tapi budak atas ni bajet gangster je. HAHA bila dia marah , dah macam ahli geng bas sekolah dah aku tengok ! HAHAHAHA -.- tapi sejak dia masuk sekolah , aku memanjang gelak je. haha sumpah tak bosan lepak dengan kau , kembar ! Hihihihi tapi kalau dia dah start bahan , ayat dia mmg mintak kaki ah haha ==' lagi best kalau ada bf budak ni. lagi macam SHIAL bahan dia :p hahahaha :)

I will never be, I will never be tall, no
And I will never be, never ever be sure of it all
Oh, why's the world so cruel to me?
When all, all I ever wanna be is anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not, I'm not

I will never be, I will never be you, no
I will always be, I will always be me, that I know
But oh, even though I'm happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality, oh

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me

I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

Yeah, gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not, anything I'm not
Oh, anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

I WISH MY DREAM COME TRUE

i wish i can be tough as The Rock

i wish can be happy as selena gomez

i wish i can be beauty as Kristen Stewart

i wish i can be cute as Britney Spears

i wish i can keep smiling as Colbie Caillat

i wish i could have a super voice as skylar grey.

i wish i can stand by my mom every time as my dad

i wish i could stole your heart as you stole mine

Sehaa , please cheers yourself . no need a stress . you still have a friends who cares you .

you still have a parent who loves you. you still have a sister who always make you laugh . you still got a brother who always take care of you . you have everything. but if you love me , just say it . and I love you too . i wanna you to sit beside me. i want you to care about me , i wan't you to love me as you loves yourself . I want you to join me if I laugh. i want you to be the first person who celebrate my birthday. i want you to cheers me everyday. i want you to watch barney and friends with me everyday. i want you to miss me when i'm about to go. i want you to say ' i need you ' everyday. i want all this. can i get it? :'(

Why do not you ever change?

why do I want it back, even though you know that you will hurt me again.

why you must raise your voice against me?

why are you willing to mingle with other women in front of me?

why do not persuaded when I get angry?

why are you willing to embarrass me in front of others?

Why do not you ever think about my feelings?

Why are you angry when I need you?

why you never appreciate what I sacrifice for you?

why do you need to look at other women while I'm here for you.

why do you never want to understand me?

WHY ? :'(

SABAR SEHA SABAR. KAU KAN DAH BREAK DENGAN DIA? BUAT APA KAU NAK JEALOUS KAN KAN? BIAR LAH BETINA TU NAK PEGANG TANGAN DIA KE APA KE. KAU PEDULI APA KAN KAN? KAU KAN KUAT? TAKYAH MENANGIS LAH DEKAT ORANG YANG TAK RETI NAK BERSYUKUR !

• PAK ALI DIKEJAR PAK POLISI , PERANGAI KAU MACAM LANGSI !
• PERGI PASAR BELI UBI , MUKA KAU MACAM BABI !
  
• ELOK ELOK DAH MAKAN KENTUCKY , KARANG ADA JUGAK YANG MAKAN KAKI !
  

KENAPA AKU BOLEH COUPLE DENGAN DIA ! TOLONG, AKU SAYANG DIA :'( TAPI KENAPA DIA PERGI MACAM TU JE! YES, I WOULD KILL MYSELF IF YOU LEAVE ME ! BUT YOU NEVER CARE AT ALL! I CAME TO SCHOOL BECAUSE OF YOU! I STUDY HARD BECAUSE OF YOU! I WANNA BE SMART BECAUSE OF YOU! I WANNA BE BEAUTY BECAUSE OF YOU! BUTTT, WHERE ARE YOU!

I LOVE YOU! :'(

On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why i'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've hating me so hard.

So maybe i'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
Til the walls are going up
In smoke with all our memories

*missing you? yes I am.

pretending to be happy is the best solution to cover all the pain that I have.