GOODBYE BYE BYE BYE COMPUTER :/

alololo esok computer dah kena bawak lari dengan abang, tak dapat nak online Facebook lama lama lama lama mcm sekarang. ish ish! dapat mmg dapat, tapi kena tunggu kalau kalau abang sorang lagi tanak guna lappy, so boleh lah guna kejap. grrrrrr :/

menyusah kan orang je. takpe takpe cool. tak nampak hebat pun kalau hari hari online facebook haha. tapi . . . . . . . . . .. . Hmmmmm dia mcm mana? haha, kita borak borak kat phone jelah eh? no more IM. kan kan? Hihihihi :3

byebye

♥♥♥

2.6.2011

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it will not be the most beautiful day

yes , today is my new day .

The day I had to forget him

today is my cool day EVER .

today will be history that I will never forget

and i will never turn back , this is my destiny .

today is a day that will give me a new determination ,

like or not . i must faced it for my future .

today is the most painful day

the day that i must push my body to ignore the past.

today is the beginning

5 / 5 / 2011 :)

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ini tarikh saya break dengan DIA :D

nak tahu kenapa ? sebab dia dah buat saya macam tunggul and macam tak pernah wujud . lepas tu bila jumpa , dia buat muka tension . tau lah dia penat , *ingat aku tak penat ? hahahahahaha :D

tapi rasa happy sangat sekarang . aku rasa gila gila freedom ! rasa macam nak jerit satu dunia.

selama ni aku buta , pegi sayang dekat orang yang takde perasaan !

selama ni aku shok sendiri !

selama ni aku pekak ! padahal dia dah kutuk aku kat membe dia

selama ni aku bisu ! sebab aku tak pernah cakap apa yang aku rasa !

selama ni aku lembik ! sebab aku terima je apa yang dia buat !

selama ni aku pengecut ! sebab aku tak pernah nak bantah cakap dia !

selama ni aku bodoh ! sebab percaya apa yang kau janji kan !

selama ni aku lembab ! sebab tak pernah nak ambik tau pasal helah kau !

dan selama ni aku tak pernah nak fikir yang keluarga aku lagi sayang aku dari orang lain :)

cuba tengok betul-betul muka minah ni ? ada sama macam aku ke? -.-

classmate tak habis habis cakap muka aku sama dengan dia lah , kembar lah. hahahaha entah laaa . macam nak sama , tapi entah hahahaha :) tapi perangai banyak sama lah. aku bahan ke , buat lawak ke, dia orang pertama paham HAHAHA :D kalau budak lain , tunggu balik rumah , makan makan dulu , baring dulu , nak dekat tidur tu baru nak paham apa yang bahan hahaha :D tapi budak atas ni bajet gangster je. HAHA bila dia marah , dah macam ahli geng bas sekolah dah aku tengok ! HAHAHAHA -.- tapi sejak dia masuk sekolah , aku memanjang gelak je. haha sumpah tak bosan lepak dengan kau , kembar ! Hihihihi tapi kalau dia dah start bahan , ayat dia mmg mintak kaki ah haha ==' lagi best kalau ada bf budak ni. lagi macam SHIAL bahan dia :p hahahaha :)

I will never be, I will never be tall, no
And I will never be, never ever be sure of it all
Oh, why's the world so cruel to me?
When all, all I ever wanna be is anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not, I'm not

I will never be, I will never be you, no
I will always be, I will always be me, that I know
But oh, even though I'm happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality, oh

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me

I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

Yeah, gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not, anything I'm not
Oh, anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

I WISH MY DREAM COME TRUE

i wish i can be tough as The Rock

i wish can be happy as selena gomez

i wish i can be beauty as Kristen Stewart

i wish i can be cute as Britney Spears

i wish i can keep smiling as Colbie Caillat

i wish i could have a super voice as skylar grey.

i wish i can stand by my mom every time as my dad

i wish i could stole your heart as you stole mine