Friday, April 29, 2011



Sehaa , please cheers yourself . no need a stress . you still have a friends who cares you .
you still have a parent who loves you. you still have a sister who always make you laugh . you still got a brother who always take care of you . you have everything. but if you love me , just say it . and I love you too . i wanna you to sit beside me. i want you to care about me , i wan't you to love me as you loves yourself . I want you to join me if I laugh. i want you to be the first person who celebrate my birthday. i want you to cheers me everyday. i want you to watch barney and friends with me everyday. i want you to miss me when i'm about to go. i want you to say ' i need you ' everyday. i want all this. can i get it? :'(

Thursday, April 28, 2011


Why do not you ever change?

why do I want it back, even though you know that you will hurt me again.

why you must raise your voice against me?

why are you willing to mingle with other women in front of me?

why do not persuaded when I get angry?

why are you willing to embarrass me in front of others?

Why do not you ever think about my feelings?

Why are you angry when I need you?

why you never appreciate what I sacrifice for you?

why do you need to look at other women while I'm here for you.

why do you never want to understand me?

WHY ? :'(

Monday, April 25, 2011

SABAR SEHA SABAR. KAU KAN DAH BREAK DENGAN DIA? BUAT APA KAU NAK JEALOUS KAN KAN? BIAR LAH BETINA TU NAK PEGANG TANGAN DIA KE APA KE. KAU PEDULI APA KAN KAN? KAU KAN KUAT? TAKYAH MENANGIS LAH DEKAT ORANG YANG TAK RETI NAK BERSYUKUR !

  • PAK ALI DIKEJAR PAK POLISI , PERANGAI KAU MACAM LANGSI !
  • PERGI PASAR BELI UBI , MUKA KAU MACAM BABI !
  • ELOK ELOK DAH MAKAN KENTUCKY , KARANG ADA JUGAK YANG MAKAN KAKI !

KENAPA AKU BOLEH COUPLE DENGAN DIA ! TOLONG, AKU SAYANG DIA :'( TAPI KENAPA DIA PERGI MACAM TU JE! YES, I WOULD KILL MYSELF IF YOU LEAVE ME ! BUT YOU NEVER CARE AT ALL! I CAME TO SCHOOL BECAUSE OF YOU! I STUDY HARD BECAUSE OF YOU! I WANNA BE SMART BECAUSE OF YOU! I WANNA BE BEAUTY BECAUSE OF YOU! BUTTT, WHERE ARE YOU!

I LOVE YOU! :'(


On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why i'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've hating me so hard.

So maybe i'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
Til the walls are going up
In smoke with all our memories

*missing you? yes I am.

pretending to be happy is the best solution to cover all the pain that I have.

Saturday, April 23, 2011


i love you, you love me,
seha laughs makes me happy,
and she also such a sweetheart,
dont you say that she was fool :)

by : wahid kamaruzaman :)


this is the guy who make me smile and laughing alone like crazayyy when i chat with him :)
oh , he is sooooooo cute right? haha see wahid? diorang kata you cute!
Hihi ♥


Friday, April 22, 2011

yes, serious aku dah benci dia yang teramat sangat! dah lhaa dia tuduh aku macam-2. then dia mintak clash, alasan dia ''saya dah ada girl lain'' omgodd omgodd! siapa tak panas weh? aku dah pujuk, merayu kata jangan clash. But dia still nak perempuan tu. nevermind, I hope that girl will do the same thing to HIM !
saya betul-betul tak faham kenapa awak suka sangat marah and buat saya marah. kenapa dengan awak? harini awak marah marah sebab saya send message semalam? okay, saya minta maaf pasal tu. and awak kata saya IM dengan S ? since kita couple, sumpah saya cakap. saya tak pernah pun walau sekali chat dengan dia! apatah lagi nak suka dia. kalau awak tak percaya, it's okay. jangan percaya saya, saya ny hanya patung awak je kan? tadi awak suruh saya tunggu, saya tunggu. tapi kenapa awak nampak saya? awak tak datang kat saya? saya tunggu awak sangat sangat lama. tape lah, kalau macam ny perangai awak sekarang, better awak mintak break je lah. saya dah tak tahan hari2 gaduh dengan awak. sekian ~




to my dearest friends, Hamijatul, syahira, aina, amalina, nora and fatimah.
sorry if seha terkasar or tercarut dekat korang selama ny. especially amalina, I am so sorryyyyyy.
swear from my deep heart, Iloveyou all so much. we're friends from form one right? rehat sama-sama, gelak sama-sama. yes, seha dah anggap korang macam sibling dah. seha sayang korang semua ^^
jangan marah yaa pasal post yang lepas lepas yang seha cakap hang dengan korang boring apa semua. I am reallyyyyy sorrryyyyyyyy! :]

Thursday, April 21, 2011


Alololololol cantik nyaaaa. bila lah boleh dapat :( nak tunggu birthday lama lagi.
nak tunggu boipren bagi? Haremmmmmmmmmm. hahahaha! tape, i will hold you soon.
this is my pinky swear! :D


sumpah nak sangat ada bestie yang best best and faham aku.

nak sangat pindah sekolah! haritu dah tanya mama,

seha: ma, bila kita nak pindah rumah?
mama: aikkkk, haritu kata tanak?
seha: sekarang dah nak dah. bila ma? bila? :(
mama: tahun depan lah, kita pindah shah alam :)
seha: yeayyyyyyyy! :D heeee.



teringin nak lepak macam form 1 dulu dulu. lepak ramai ramai. tapi bila dah besar mcm sekarang, semua dah buat hal masing masing. ada yang naik kelas, ada yang turun kelas. semua dah ada geng baru. tengok ah sekrang, boleh kira dgn jari je orang yang lepak dgn aku. kalau aku malas nak join, dua tiga orang jelah aku lepak. kalau rajin, aku join lah dengan kerabat kerabat diorang. but, kinda bored lah. asyik story pasal korea je. Dj lah, kwang kwang lah. sepatah haram aku tak paham. aku nak cari membe baru yang sama species dengan aku! suka gelak gelak macam orang bodoh. buat lawak macam nak mintak kaki. erhhh! but, ada sorang je. yasmin! haha. boleh tahan lah hang dgn dia. itu pun waktu sekolah je lah. tapi kalau dah balik, dia mesti senyap. and aku pun semakin bosan bosan dan bosan :)


Hahahahahhahahah -.- bukan nak kutuk ape lah kan. petang tadi, ada 3orang budak perempuan. budak sekolah lagi tu! diorang pegi swimming pakai baju kurung sekolah. whatemfuck. bapak sakai weh. at least kalau pakai baju sukan okay lah lagi. dah lhaa swimming kat kolam free! habis semua orang nampak. tau lhaa nak mencapub en? haha. yang tk boleh tahan, bila aku patah balik dekat area kolam tu, diorang still ada and tengah 'menjemur diri' dekat bawah matahari --' ya Allah! confirm busuk gila kalau baju tu kering. dah ah tk bawak baju spare. ape ke bangang lah minah minah ny. entah budak sekolah mana pun tak tahu. ==!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

yeah , aku dah macam anak derhaka. sorry mama :'( I love you.

tadi balik je dari sekolah, aku terus je nak bukak pc. then mama marah sebab tk basuh pinggan :P then aku mcm marah-marah mama. aku kata , ' eeeiiii! orang balik penat penat! terus suruh buat krja rumah! bagi lah orang rehat dulu! ' then mama terdiam. aku tk tau setan mana dah hasut aku. menyesal sangat sangat :( mama msti dah benci aku. please mama, I'm soooo sooorrrryyyyyyy :'(

Sunday, April 17, 2011

erhhhhh! bapak sakit hati je ==' aku dah bagi apa semua yang kau nak! then camni kau balas kat aku kan? lelaki jenis apa kau ny huh? tolong jangan sebut perkataa JANJI lagi dengan aku lepas ny! WTF!

Saturday, April 16, 2011


haha sumpah aku sayang budak nyy. he makes my life feel better and more better.
serious tak boleh nak hidup kalau dia tade. sayang, I LOVE YOU

HAHAHA macam sial doh siapa yang buat ny . batu belah batu betangkup pun dah maju ada facebook!

Friday, April 15, 2011



lalalalalala =='

yeah, hujan pagi :) sejuk sampai demam demam. tapi taklaa teruk sangat. Hihi bosan bosan. then dengar lagu lonely-akon. dengar lagu ni, teringat kat classmate masa darjah 3. nama dia Muhd Hafizan. ingat lagi nama dia sekarang. suara dia serious awesome. actually, masa i darjah 3, adalah teacher yang aku dah lupa nama dia siapa :p tapi dia suka sangat sangat buat competition menyanyi dalam kelas. dah macam akademi fantasia dah haha. semua orang kena nyanyi lah time tu. kitorang dah semangat nak cari lagu. haha i lah paling semangat sekali. nak nyanyi lagu 'omputeh' je. memang tkblei blah. but ada jugak budak sorang ny memang nak mati. ==' boleh pulak pegi nyanyi lagu negaraku. atleast, nyanyi lagu ABC pun okay lagi. selalunya i dengan hafizan jelah yang menang. haha kecoh. teacher tu macam sial , kata nak bagi hadia semua. dah sebulan tunggu. tak dapat dapat =.= memang nak mati lah teacher tu.
♥ Muhd zhack comel bin azani


Thursday, April 14, 2011



this is me, soleha ibrahim. I am with a disturb soul and a hard heart. haha

Helo smuew, niew larh itew msew f0rm1. hixhix. itew ukew tngkAp gmbA drie atAs !
itew cukew weng weng tpyy jalAn ! hehehe lolx ! ghAmba niew itew snAp c0z ngUh bocAn2 ~ XOXO * siapa lidah terbelit angkat kaki ! AHAHAHAHHA


dari : Minah weng weng se-Malaysia.

Hihi, we're still together ♥

I ♥ you a LOT , baby :)

no one can replace you sayang, only you you you and you !


Wednesday, April 13, 2011

kenapa semua orang nak tuduh kita suka syahmi tu? sumpah aku tak pernah sukaa dia :'( sampai hati diorang buat fitnah cmtuuuu. bila aku cakap tak, semua orang tk percayaa. sampai ex-Boyfriend aku pun tkcaye jugak :-( ap salah aku? pagi tadi dia suruh tunggu. ingat kan dia nak baik-baik balik. rupr-rupanya dia nak mara2 and still nak salah kan aku. aku nak sangat cakap yang aku sayang dia sangat sangat. tapi tak boleh :'( aku takut dia marahhh. and aku harap sangat dia jadi macam dulu. hari hari texting. then then dia boleh pujuk aku bila aku touching ke apa. tapi sekarang dia tkprnah buat mcm tu :( dia selalu busy dengan life dia sekarang. sampai hari hari dia ignore aku and terus mintak clash cmtu je. haisyyyy, kenapa dari pagi sampai sekarang aku asyk nak nangis je ! move on lahhhhh , dia dah tksuka kau lah. faham tk? ergggh -.-

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

macam tak percaya gila kita dah break hihi . apa yang dia fikir pun aku tak tahu . tapi takpe, aku tak salahkan dia. dah memang aku yang sengal pergi terima dia time dia mintak couple dulu. yang aku tau, ini lah kali terakhir kita break. lepas baca je surat dia tadi, tiba tiba je menangis. errrrr, nasib baik ada MEEN , SHAH , IDZWAN dengan MR. MP3 :-) diorang jelah yang buat lawak bodoh sampai aku tak jadi nak nangis. haha. thanks korang <3 ilysm !

tapi aku akan tetaaaaaaap sayang dia sampai bila bila hikhok :P

Monday, April 11, 2011

please do not blame me if I run awayyy and start hating you.


tengah buat apa nyyyy?

= tengah gaduh je. apahal? tk puas hati? hahah

hahaha gaduh pasal apa?

gaduh besar lah jugak, gaduh pasal i terlanggar perintah.

SORRY MY DEAR :)


kerja sekolah satu guni.
kerja rumah satu lori.

TOLONG BAGI ADVISE ?

jalan penyelesaian = balik tidur.

thank you :)
Happy sangat kalau dia dah berubah, tapi dia tak akan berubah :(




sumpah i terasa bila you tinggal and pergi dengan kawan you je tadi. kalau you dah benci kat i skali pun, you cakap je. I boleh faham and i never disturb you dah. And i'm just want you to know, whatever you did to me. I'm always be patient and always loving you.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

tepahape tah kan? satu page asyik cerita pasal Boyfriend je :) sorry cik kak and cik abang haha.
yes, dalam proses nak lupakan orang tu. dah kenapa nak lupakan dia? sebab dia suka orang lain. so, buat apa nak ingat ingat lagi. nasib baik i sedar awal awal yang you dah suka orang lain tau? kalau you tipu i lama-lama, nanti confirm i stress gila-gila sampai nak kena smoke untuk hilang kan tension. tapi sekarang pun dah sedih plus tension gila gila sebab dia tipu i selama ny. couple nak dekat one whole year. tapi dia still boleh curang. takpe takpe, sesungguhnya itulah fitrah lelaki. player dan tak pernah bersyukur apa yang ada. okaybai :)

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

BRUNO, CAN YOU BE MINE? :)

Saturday, April 2, 2011

KAU JANGAN NAK RASA KAU TU HOT LAH JAMBU !
okay, aku betul betul betul fed up dengan dia. haihhhhh -,- pegi mampus kau lah wey ! aku call dah bejuta kali kau tak angkat ! pastu esok aku call lagi, kau off hp. kau ny pahal huh? kalau nak break cakap jelahh. tkyah nak bazirkan kredit aku ! aku sanggup dengar suara minah voicemail tuh semata-mata nak call kau ! kau pernah kesah ke? hah? hah? ! orang dah elok-elok sayang dia apa semua. ny kau balas kat aku kenn? go to hell lah you ! kau pegi je lah menghadap membe kau tuh ! sumpah aku benci sangat kat kau. and and jangan cari aku lagi dahh ! FULLSTOP !
okay, now i really confuse with him. why his attitude always change, huh? and why we always getting into trouble? or i am the cause of this problems? I know i am ANNOYED. I know i am TROUBLE MAKER. i think you should get a BEST. and I'm not. i am not supposed to get a couple. yes, Indeed. everything I do was wrong to you. maybe, there is a LOT of girls out there. and you suppose to choose which one you wanted. kbai ;(
oh, i've got a bad bad dream yesterday. it's so afraid-ing me. first, i lost from my parent. I am so panic and don't know what to do. Then, there is a thief was kidnap me and just throw me into a car. it seemed like a weirdo car. then, the thief ask me, 'you want to die or alive?'. then i say 'saya nak hidup'. haha
then then the thief brought me in the weird place. like in a wonderland. oh no, it's scary land. all people wearing a black dress with witch hat. and a long-black shoes. then i look at a mirror, then i saw my nose we're getting long. then i scream loudly as i can till i am wake up from the sleep. :)

Friday, April 1, 2011




He has taught me how to respect people. He has taught me how to love someone with a sincere heart. he is the source of inspiration. he gave me a million smiles a day. without him, like my day does not exist. he is everything. The first time I saw him, my heart seemed to flutter. I do not know why. then I know he is special to me. I'm sure that no other man as perfect as him.